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Status Updates posted by Rida
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You’re on my mind a lot this morning. I miss talking to you, playing video games with you and hearing your voice. I love you always.
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13th october. one year today. it never really got easier. i guess you just learn to live with the feeling. it still just feels like yesterday. i miss you a lot. there’s never a day that goes by where i don’t think about you and all the things i wish i had done differently. i love you, always.
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Miss you, still can’t believe it’ll be a year soon since you’ve left us. =/ Love you always. ❤️
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I'm going to my first CSGO event tomorrow in London, wish I could tell you about it or even take you there.
Too bad BOT Allu won't be there, else I would've got his signature for you ;p
❤
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Remember that one Christmas when you were still getting diagnosed, I asked you to come visit me?
You responded with "I hope I have something that's quick to treat" and being the idiot I am, I asked you why.
You said so you could see me sooner. I said "sorry I'm slow sometimes"
and you replied "that's fine, it just means that I don't have too much of a hard time catching up to you"
Remember that same Christmas I told you I needed to study but I wanted to spend time with you instead?
You told me "go study, I won't disappear anywhere"
I replied with "I don't think you'll ever disappear, not yet anyway"
But I never thought words spoken years ago would matter now.
I don't think I'll ever get over you being gone. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself.
Rakastan sinua aina. ~
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Tell the people you love that you love them. Because one day, this all ends. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your heart in their hands. There is nothing more risky than pretending not to care. We are young, we are human and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans. We never know when the end is coming.
Rest in peace, Danneh. I'm so so sorry.