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  1. You’re on my mind a lot this morning. I miss talking to you, playing video games with you and hearing your voice. I love you always. 

  2. i love you angel

  3. I came across this screenshot on accident today from December 2016 - had no idea how much it would hurt to read it.


    My nephew now shares the same birthday as you and his name is Can.

    Almost similar to your name and he even reminds me of you. It's weird how the world works.


    I miss you, see you soon.


  4. miss you everyday  

  5. Hope you're having a ball up there. 


    Miss you and love you endlessly, always. 





  6. 13th october. one year today. it never  really got easier. i guess you just learn to live with the feeling. it still just feels like yesterday. i miss you a lot. there’s never a day that goes by where i don’t think about you and all the things i wish i had done differently. i love you, always. 

  7. Miss you, still can’t believe it’ll be a year soon since you’ve left us. =/ Love you always. ❤️

  8. Or make a power for limited hats that are actually... nice 😩
  9. Andrew and I used to be really close friends almost five years ago. He'd always call me "Paws", and I ended up owning the shortname Paws. It was cute. I was thinking about selling the shortname lately, but now I don't think I will ever. =/ I hope you're having a blast up there with Eric, tell him I said hi, and Danneh too! Fudge Cancer. Sleep tight, Andy. 🐾💕
  10. I'm going to my first CSGO event tomorrow in London, wish I could tell you about it or even take you there.


    Too bad BOT Allu won't be there, else I would've got his signature for you ;p


  11. Remember that one Christmas when you were still getting diagnosed, I asked you to come visit me?

    You responded with "I hope I have something that's quick to treat" and being the idiot I am, I asked you why.

    You said so you could see me sooner. I said "sorry I'm slow sometimes"

    and you replied "that's fine, it just means that I don't have too much of a hard time catching up to you" 


    Remember that same Christmas I told you I needed to study but I wanted to spend time with you instead?

    You told me "go study, I won't disappear anywhere"

    I replied with "I don't think you'll ever disappear, not yet anyway"


    But I never thought words spoken years ago would matter now.


    I don't think I'll ever get over you being gone. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself. 


    Rakastan sinua aina. ~

    1. Maverick


      Why does Luna always meh your status regarding Danneh? Does she not like good things being said about him, or is she envious that you two had a close connection? 


      I’ve noticed this a lot. Seems weird.

  12. Daniel (Stah) His post sums up the first time we met. However, now we live in the same city and go to the same school! We're still good friends until this day, but the first time we met was probably the only time we hung out sober. #StudentLife (he also occasionally yells my name on campus and waves from afar, kind of like an encouraging parent dropping you off for your first day at school) This summer I will be attending a CS:GO event taking place in London where I'll meet a few more people who don't use xat anymore.
  13. dressing up ... and partying with @Daniel probably 👀
  14. I would like a list of appropriate people that have still not been mentioned.
  15. What I meant was that your suggestion of new ranks are not necessary (the same as the current forum 'emeritus vol' one) and would just cause outrage from a few individuals.
  16. I would rather get rid of retired/emeritus volunteer than add more titles for people to cry about.
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