This past year a lot has changed in my life, causing me to be busier. I could tell it was effecting him in a way. Towards the end of last year I tried so hard to be there for him more because of his head injury and his mom. It's never easy losing a parent, a friend or family. In the beginning of April 2018 Jamie helped me get through the hardest of times after losing my mom. After everything that happened last year I wanted to make his 21st birthday special. I wish I had able to talk to him more. I wish I had kept more of our conversations. I know it's selfish to say but I wish he was still here. He didn't deserve what happened, he had so many great plans and goals in life. Since the day I met Jamie he inspired me and helped me become such a better person. It's a little cheesy but I found and put together some of the texts and messages.
https://prnt.sc/m9tx3q
I'm not going to lie, its hard. I miss him so much... :(