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  1. Hello, it's Marshall, I'm afraid this will be my final time using xat and the forum addressing things in foreclosure to how I feel about the site. I joined xat back in early 2012 after finding it in late 2011 while searching through Google for Pokémon chatrooms. I was amazed by how I just people who had similar interests as mine by being there and made a habit to explore deeper into the site after the first couple of visits to my first chat "Pokemon_Rainbow". I later found a CP chat by the name of "Cena12121" and found a group of people there who had the same interests as me. I grew up around the basis of them and learned to call this chat my sanctuary, or so I thought. As time passed, things took a turn and caused me to differentiate between two sides of the chat, leading to the one place I called my home a living hell. Everyone changed in an instant, and I felt out of place as I saw it crumble before me. I was forced to move chats to keep a social ground with users on xat, and that's when I became more familiar with official chats. It was then I met "Kondra", my first love and now former ex, who changed me era of way with things I could of never begin to explain. We shared many fond experiences together throughout our 4 years together and we split due to cheating suspicions between the both of later down the road. What things I endured through that relationship changed me as an individual and put me in a mindset of where I felt as if I told anyone anything and I ask to them to reveal to me how they feel about others or if I asked about a certain situation, they'd lie. I really had no one to turn to after our breakup and felt lost in shambles that ultimately it was my fault for causing our break up. Not to mention I was with the same guy who databreached xat back in 2015 with Zhunny. This is where "Help" comes into play. As of late 2017, you probably all saw me more and more frequently as a user who was determined to become a staff member at Help. That ended up failing miserably in retrospect to how much I lashed at the toons and users for their trolling and ignorance. Irriatated by the fact that nothing was changing with my behavior, I quit with the thought of my efforts being wasteful and therefore just "cringe" for others to look at. My time away from the site wasn't long though. I came back after occasional visits with Vanessa encouraging me to come back since she lone to say how xat felt empty and boring without me there, and with another chance at becoming staff at Help. And finally, it happened. As of late Ocotober into November, Bella gave me staff at Help and I became like an honorary staff member in the hands of many, helping all users of all languages solve their issues. But, little did I know things changed for what little time I was there. I noticed a lot of change between October and now what is March, many of the users I once knew and could talk to. . just change their social habits and opinion towards xat while I was there, and I felt the negative influence along with the feeling of being used and lied to. And many of you saw the downfall of my membership to Help as time went forward in a direction I couldn't rewind. I just don't understand what or why caused the disappearance of my many good friends on xat, and even the drastic changes in personality just to fit in with others to avoid conflict. And, I've been noticing it ever since the end of 2015 after the data breach to the site, scaring many of my friends to stop using the site altogether. I believe xat has fallen into a day and age where even if HTML5 is finished to help bring in users like xat use to in 2012, it won't change the fact that the toxicity of users and how far they'll go to just make you feel like an idiot or scared just for their own entertainment. I believe HTML5 was developed a little too late and should of been in development before the issues in 2015 to up security and give xat a boost in its userbase to help bring a better change to xat rather than letting it fall deep. I also believe power production is rushed in order to keep users entertained with what xat has left to offer so it can keep what users it has. I just now a days feel so lost in this new realm of xat. I no longer feel comfortable with who I interact with I feel as if no one could hardly care less with what I do on xat. It's all too draining and it's time for me to move on from something I've tried to find hope for off and on for the 7 years I've been on the site. I want to take this time to thank @miaa, @Spawn, @6, @Bryan, and @Leandro for the emotional support and comforting me in times where I've felt down and confused. It really has made a difference with you all. It's time to go, Au revoir.
  2. alex

    complain about ban

    In this instance after the multiple explanations from forum contributors, members and users from the Help chatroom, it would be best to move on and let that chat be. You have already talked to him about the ban and he has made his choice clear to support his staff's ban against you for what you said.
  3. If anyone is confused to who I am, it's Marshall.

    I just needed a lil' update on my name for forum since I have changed my display name on xat entirely.

    I still go by Marshall tho, so don't worry. (wary)

    1. Guppy

      Guppy

      pics or it didn’t happen

    2. alex
  4. Who else but you, darling? ♥
  5. Ah, a love letter, huh? Well in that case. . . Hello, my darling. Don't you look beautiful? Your luscious hair moves in the wind like a sunflower follows the sun, and your lips are almost delectable as of that of a peach's. The way they move while you talk just makes my heart flutter with joy thinking about how sweet and and savory they are as they softly lay arrest mine. Your eyes are like the lights of this galaxy, bursting with life. Not even the sun could never shine brighter than what gleams in your chocolate filled eyes. And your skin, it's like that of white snow, always clear and luminous. It's almost like you're the center of this universe, and nothing could ever stop you. I think of your personality that of something subliminally sublime. You're like a rose, beautiful and of color, but the way you leave my delicate fingers prickled just makes me loath for what more you have behind those coated petals of yours. You resemble nothing more than life its self in my eyes and just seeing you flustered with delight makes my heart thud like a hammer driving nails into a board. . Darling, there's only two words that describe you, and only you. . You're beautiful ♡
  6. Hello, I'm Marshall (428933352), and I have came to bring to you my entry for the FE contest. I'm really happy with how this turned out and I'm hoping you all like it just as much as I do, so without further ado: I present to you all my elemental masterpiece, made with love and care. Thank you @Shizuo for the contest and I wish any future participants good luck with their entries! Thank you all once again for being apart of this contest and I hope you all good night! - M
  7. alex

    Pawn Mix

    I like this idea and the examples from @Luig gave to represent the power. I even made some myself based on what @Dork described. Here's some examples I made: Rose Gold Purple Gold Blueman Gold Although they may look alike, I made these in Photoshop right from the gold and pink pawn. I just changed hue and lighting to show what Purple and Blueman gold pawns would look like. I do hope this idea does get considered in the future though! I'd like to use the rose gold color for my pawn someday.
  8. People find IDs that are shorter in digit and neater in apparel worth more than those of that are generated when you first register for xat. I will admit that it looks nicer and helps people remember you better rather than them try to remember an ID that's fairly more complicated, but I don't see myself ever getting another ID than the one I have now. Especially when the first two digits of your ID start with "42".
  9. Exactly. I love to see new ideas and smiley combos come forth with each and every new power that comes out. It's such a shame that people don't give these new powers a chance and just sell them right on the spot because they aren't what people thought they'd turn out to be.
  10. Hey everyone, it's Marshall. For the past couple of days on Twitter, I've been seeing a lot of tweets related to the unpopular opinions compared to popular ones. So, I thought why not have a xat related discussion on the same basis and talk about things that aren't talked about enough or hardly get any attention when brought compared to the ones of the popular belief? Example: Valentine's similes should be fixed so that they'll work with clear and gold backs.
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  13. Let, this game, come to an end.
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  16. Hello, I have came to present to you, my entries: Here is the inner without the glowing outline: Link: http://u.cubeupload.com/Marshall/Gameinner1.jpg This is the inner WITH the glowing outline: Link: https://u.cubeupload.com/Marshall/Gameinner2.jpg I have one outer for this set, but another one will be coming soon: Link: http://u.cubeupload.com/Marshall/bluegame.png (dark blue) A preview to how the set looks can be viewed at xat.com/Marshall_Testing . I wish everyone good luck on their entries and I can't wait to see what you all make. Have a good day or night wherever you are! - Marshall
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